a g n i s a 's

everyone can change.
everyone can get a second chance.
but not everyone can decide to change or stay with his current self.
and not everyone can get a second chance from me hahah.
I am still waiting for those changes and still wait until everything is beautiful.

hopefully he can become something beautiful and precious :)

he was the first person who can make me forget my ex. one of the things I can not forget about him is that he always and almost always makes me laugh. everything he said sounded very pleasant. we used to always spend time together, and always a lot of stories we tell. there is one song that describes my feelings with him at that time, it was the song a thosand miles-vanessa Carlton, I really liked the song and I listen every day. It sounds so crazy but it is a fact. but everything I hoped for did not match reality. I broke up with him and it makes me disappointed, but until now we still remain friends and that was enough. I am happy because now he already has a girlfriend. I also already have a boyfriend too, but one thing has not changed is that I still loved him and it was very weird hahaha. yes very strange, I still miss him even though he might not love me, and probably has forgotten me.