doubt

everyone can change.
everyone can get a second chance.
but not everyone can decide to change or stay with his current self.
and not everyone can get a second chance from me hahah.
I am still waiting for those changes and still wait until everything is beautiful.

hopefully he can become something beautiful and precious :)

be mine be mine? just say YES

be mine be mine? just say YES

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blablablas

my moodbooster!

he was the first person who can make me forget my ex. one of the things I can not forget about him is that he always and almost always makes me laugh. everything he said sounded very pleasant. we used to always spend time together, and always a lot of stories we tell. there is one song that describes my feelings with him at that time, it was the song a thosand miles-vanessa Carlton, I really liked the song and I listen every day. It sounds so crazy but it is a fact. but everything I hoped for did not match reality. I broke up with him and it makes me disappointed, but until now we still remain friends and that was enough. I am happy because now he already has a girlfriend. I also already have a boyfriend too, but one thing has not changed is that I still loved him and it was very weird hahaha. yes very strange, I still miss him even though he might not love me, and probably has forgotten me.

S M I Z E

stuck
the more things changed and I can not believe that all this will be like this. feels weird and I could only see the change and can not do anything. those places, people and even all the atmosphere was already changing. I could not feel more of a familiarity and warmth in the place. everyone already move on and ran away, but I’m still here, still in the same place and could only see those changes without doing anything. okay I’m here and stay here till all these things back again